hmm

i have had a week off and absolutely nothing exciting has happened . i really need to realize that this isn't going to change . i did something completely unforgiveable and can't expect my mom to be lenient about it . i guess i just miss having fun with my friends that i get distracted from that . but i don't know i feel like i have truly truly learned my lesson and deserve a second chance . if my mom once opened her mind to something, she might understand that . ugh . i hate this .