me .

i'm not too good with displaying my thoughts out for everyone to see .

but i've been holding a lot of emotions in, and it's about time i got them out .

i am sick and tired of being sick and tired . of everything . i am never completely satisfied with anything . it's not that i have a negative mentality, it's just that i tend to get carried away when i set expectations for myself . my expectations are always impractical . i know i set myself up for failure, and i beat myself up for it everyday . for someone like me, "my best," is simply not good enough . i'm working on changing that, but so far, i've had no success . perhaps i've set my expectations too high on trying to lower my expectations . it makes no sense . but then again, so doesn't life .

peace .