Monday, November 5, 2007

please don't get me rescued

do you ever feel like there's a certain song whose lyrics perfectly depict your life at that point in time ? i do . rescued, by jack's mannequin tells my life in the most vivid form . i swear, everytime i listen to that song, i feel like i have just had a 4 minute long conversation with andrew, where i condensed every feeling i have ever felt in my life into those 4 minutes . his music does this to me . seriously, whenever i'm feeling down, i listen to mfeo/you can breathe . whenever i feel like i need someone to just understand me, i listen to rescued . when i feel so fucking shitty and betrayed, i listen to la la lie . i can literally relate to every single one of his songs . and i love that about him . the fact that he can touch someone who is more than a thousand miles away, and in the biggest way, still blows me away . no one will ever take the place that he holds in my heart . what i want most right now is to go to one of jack's live shows and live through that feeling of complete serenity, where everyone in the venue is one, where we put all our differences aside and enjoy that andrew has brought us all together . god i miss that feeling .

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